I think my emotional sickness is back!!.. been suppressed for so long!

My bro makes a very interesting comment again.. He says he wants to live a less stressed life and that is the reason why he is repairing ships instead of aeroplanes! To me, is just facing different environmental hazards altogether! Most in the shipping industries will know that ships and shipyards are really hazardous place for the workers - being too many confined places! Come to think of it, when will I know the result of my test on confined space assessor? Anyway, I don know whether I will get to practice anot even if I have my ID card!

Guess I got a bit moody at the end of the work evening today! I think is my melancholic nature at work again! Where is my Aries and Taurus personalities? Seems missing cos I think I m lamenting or rather sulking over my lack of self confidence or more precisely my singlehood!.. hahah.. well to many people, being free from bonds seems to the greatest thing to be happening but I think I m still a people person in some way! I want to be independent but at the same time, I want to have dependency too on someone and being cared for in a way that will warm my heart and senses! It seems sometime unbelievable that someone like me will be so weak emotionally. Guess, most will have their weak point and I am definitely those in the 口硬心软 category.. hahah n a lot of 口是心非. Probably this is what a woman should be? No wonder I never could say never! Ok, take my last sentence positively and politically correctly!

I believe that when I m face with difficulty at work, I will always think on the spot n solve the problem. Although this may not land well on the boss cos to her, this is being disorganised! Guess my nerve has been trained and I m still able to think albeit not 100% efficiency! Experience helps in a lot of thing and knowing wat to do plays a good way in solving crisis. I guess I do panic but my sense of responsibilities overshadows all that! Halaing with people also makes life pretty interesting in the office!

Chit Chity Bang Bang anyone? I want to go but I have not bought the tix yet! Calling for accompanying person! The thermometer is just there to measure the room temperature which I assure u is mainly below 20 degree celsius!

Most then half empty bus service 190! I tot this might depict what I feel sometime and hopefully it will be packed up along the way! For service 190, this is never a problem cos the bus will be filled when it reaches the next stop at Chinatown!

Then the darker the night, the nearer the dawn. Dawn is coming and is not too far off!