is the wee morning of 1 June 2007

.. is the wee morning of 1 June 2007 and I am still awake .. M I sleepy?.. Yes i am but my hair is still wet... had my first law exam paper a few hours ago n well I don know how to answer majority of the questions so is smoking all the way... hope i will get some sympathic marks.. haha..

Over at friendster, i did a "nobody needs me, nobody wants me i am so unwanted" post.. i tot i will repeat it here albeit a shorter and more concise version .. i don think i can recollect what i had expressed earlier on but then i think i will just continue from here... why am i feeling that?.... probably the age catching up... nobody needs me.. but i need somebody.. somebody to care about me , to take care of me.. someone that needs me .. n for me to need that someone.. someone to hug, someone to share, someone to make my life more interesting than is now... hahahah.. .. is ranting in the wee morning of 1 June 2007.. i might feel different later... i need to sleep i need to think where i should go from here.. i don want to go on by myself.. i want someone to share in the journey with me.. to walk beside me till the end of time... in short, I need a guy.. not any Tom, Dick or Harry... someone just for me.. yup.. ranting in the wee morning ... don take me so seriously... I m really really tired now.. my eyes hurt.. i need to sleep..

Back to reality.. just for a while... Just finished another National Chorale project 2007.. a performance at the Victoria Concert Hall with the NJC Choral Alumni.. we did 3 songs to a full audience... the 3 songs were Hana (flower), Idem Idem Malidem and Shima E (to the island)... 2 japanese songs n a war song.. anyway.. we did it pretty well.. n hopefully, they will ask us back for next year.. hahah..

After the performance, we had supper at this makan place next to Esplanade.. ok, i think is called Duxton Place.. good chat with my juniors.. bunch of very nice Folks.. hope to see them next year too....before heading home before mid-night... End of Vesak Day..

Suppose to load some photos the last post but difficulties arise so let me try again here..

Ok, what u are seeing in the photo is a messy bed as a result of all the things on the floor being place onto it. Mum needs to sweep n mop the floor ne. ..

this is the scenario under my table just where my legs will stretch.. my bag n a facismile machince are located just there.. this make sure that i will get all the confidential faxes!.. hahaha.. don quote me!..

the wee morning to first Law paper..

.. too too busy to come in or lazy..i tot i will write something before i go mug my notes .... first law paper in slightly more than 24 hrs ... am I ready?.. nope .. haha.. m i nervious ? I don know cos i want to sleep already... i know i have some topic that i have to really go read up if not i will really have no idea what is going to happen in the paper.. need to answer 4 questions only... hopefully i have a choice out of 8... 8)

just back from Choir practice.. performance is tomorrow.. yup.. n well is going to be after my exam... hahah... so something to look forward to...

wanted to load some photos but server cannot be located so.. maybe next time..

come back later.. hahahah

a saturday ... a day of the week

.. Back after missing for a long time... reason.. i was very busy and still busy.. so before i lost touch altogether, I think is fair I come in to post something.. hahah..

what have I been busy?.. well lost of things.. firstly, choir practice to prepare for the Cantabile 2007 which is the annual concert of National Junior College Choir.. No, I m not a student which is pretty obvious if u have read the post below.. my capacity is as an alumni in the National Junior College Choir Alumni.. remember is NJC choir alumni and not NJC alumni Choir.. there is a different... the choir is formed from previous member of the NJC choir so is called NJC choir alumni n members of the NJC alumni cannot joined the choir alumni unless there also from choir in NJC... Do I sound confusing?.. anyway.. we will be performing 3 songs so intensively practicing now.. n I need to memorise the scores!!!.. i m so bad at memorising scores.. 8(

ok.. next ..hmm.. the other thing i have to do is to study.. yah.. exam end of the month and I don seems to be progressing at all.. all due to the activites of singing and dancing.. why dancing?.. refer to paragraph below.. hahaha..

also NDP practices been increased to 2 times per week starting from last Thursday... so now thursday and Saturday are devoted to Choir.. yo yo... technically they said the dance is finished... some changes were made last to the steps.. more simplier... haha..

then there are the regular SSA meetings.. yup yup..

Just attended a workshop on Finance for Non Finance Person last Thursday and Friday... a 3 yrs course shrinked to 2 days.. hahah.. interesting.. some revision on accounting concepts which I had learnt about many years ago.. Is interesting to see the debit and credit stuff again.. but there are pretty confusing if you asked me... have to sit down and ponder over it .. but probably do it after my exams.. yah yah...

so tired too... Thursday spent the whole morning at the hospital accompanying my father to see the dr cos he had a sudden hearing loss.. n he was very gan cheong throughout .. to eliminate all adverse possibilities, the dr prescribed Anti-viral medicine and a brain MRI scan.. yup.. luckily cousin dr was in the same hospital that day and was there to help too.. he was seeing patients at the next door's clinic so he came over and try to help...basically to help to relieve the stress that my father is feeling... anyway.. so now waiting for the MRI scan which will be in June.. lucky we were charged subsidised rate if not the medical bill will be really high... cannot fall sick in Singapore, really expensive.. this makes me think whether i should go and revise my medisave plan... perk it up or something... yup yup... so if everything is ok, he will have to wear a hearing aid.. yup..

oh well.. this probably my life update for the past few missing in action days.. will come back again maybe later... hahha..

Into May.. passes May 3rd..

Yo hoo... is May!.. wat's the difference?..nothing much except getting a bit older n a bit more lethargic.. yup yup.. nothing happening except needs to do budgeting again at work.. I hate budgeting.. so what's new...??.. complained each year n yet i m still doing budgeting... HELP!!!!..

Alright... we have a changeover of MOs this month... 2 old n 1 new so no major learning curve.. they just have to bring out the stored stuff from their brain.. hahha.. I need a change of office environment. ... major change if not I m going crazy.. or rather rotting.. hahha..

oh well... pretty busy.. NDP getting heavier with 2 practices per week coming up in a few weeks time.. n I got choral practice for NJC alumni concert twice per week too n the performance is end of this month.... to cap it all, my first paper is also end of this month... so I m really really really super super super incredible boliao busy.. hmmm..

Anyhow.. m writing this in the middle of tuition..so have to log off now.. will probably come complaining soon.. 8)